Mr F home on three days
leave. Now I see why Mrs F prefers Bill
next door but one. He finished off the
butter so we have to do without until our next lot’s due. And the worst thing is that he insists on
having the radio on the entire time. If
one of us dares to turn it off he just glares and turns it back on again. It’s almost impossible to have a chat while
we sit by the fire and do our knitting.
I don’t want to have to listen to all that news either, I’d rather just
not know. Mrs F is suddenly on
compulsory overtime at work, she’s hardly been in.
Thursday 27 February 2014
Wednesday 26 February 2014
22nd March 1940
My doctor friend missed me. He was at my window again this morning asking
me all sorts of questions about my home and family. He nearly missed his train. Nosy parker.
Monday 24 February 2014
21st March 1940
Well that would have been a relaxing
visit home, but Dad roped me into helping out on the station. He’s waiting for more staff to arrive. Susan is now looking like a battleship, we
wonder if it may be twins or even triplets?
How can she be so big on these rations?
Talking of babies I didn’t see Edith at all to find out how she’s getting
on.
Anyway I came back to Joan flashing her
ring finger about with a tiny little sparkler on it. Jim’s gone back so I missed a little do that
Mrs F put on for them, which I feel a bit sad about. Joan is so happy yet sad at the same time
because he’s not here and she doesn’t know when they’ll be married. I hope Jim comes back alright for her.
Friday 21 February 2014
17th March 1940
Jim is here for a couple
of days leave so there’s no talking to Joan just now. She’s waltzing around like Ginger Rogers,
except she doesn’t need the high heels, being built like she is. I’m wondering
if there’ll be an engagement. Mrs F
reckons so. She’s still making up to
next door but one Bill, asking his advice about what to grow in the back
yard. I feel a bit left out, except for
my ticket window doctor. I’m going home
for a couple of days – got some leave myself.
Wednesday 19 February 2014
15th March 1940
My admirer has been at it again. No-one in the queue behind him today as he
seemed to be running a bit late and he stood talking for a good two
minutes. He told me that he’s a doctor
and that he’s doing two or three days a week at the big hospital in Bradford to help with the
war effort. He told me that he thinks
I’m doing a splendid job for one so young!
What a charmer!
Monday 17 February 2014
14th March 1940
Bill from next door but
one has dug the back yard over. It has
also been arranged that we will share his cellar in case of an air raid. Wonder if we’ll get any here? He’s got it all fitted out nicely, I’ve never
even been down our cellar I dread to think what it’s like. Mrs F has been baking to keep him sweet. Don’t know where she got the extra sugar from
but I’m not complaining!
Friday 14 February 2014
12th March 1940
This man at my ticket window – Mr Hardy
has noticed him now. He says that even
if my queue is the longest he still joins it.
He was laughing and jokingly told me to watch myself…I think it’s my man
who needs to be told to look out! I
wonder who he is? Not that I’m
interested in him. He looks quite old.
Thursday 13 February 2014
9th March 1940
Have just got in from the
dance. Joan danced with me all night
despite all the men there because I want to stay away from them. Although I do seem to have got myself a new
admirer, there’s a gentleman started using my ticket window on some days and he
always seems so pleased to see me.
Anyway, Mrs F thought Joan and I very funny tonight, dancing
together. She called us a right pair of
spinsters. Joan wants to save herself
for Jim. It’s quite relaxing dancing
with another girl – no wandering hands to worry about.
Wednesday 12 February 2014
7th March 1940
Molly from parcels informed me that
Gordon is definitely being sent away. He
won’t be back at work. I feel quite
relieved that I won’t have to see him again, but sorry for him. It’s a shame he had to go off like that. I said as much to Mr Hardy and he said that
I musn’t feel guilty. I don’t think I
do. I didn’t ask him to do
anything. Should I feel guilty?
Monday 10 February 2014
5th March 1940
Signs of spring at last, letter from Mum
telling me about her plans for Belinda over Easter. I think she’s become my replacement in a way,
which is less pressure on me. Apparently
Edith has had her baby already – she must have been a bit more than four months
gone at her wedding. Either it took her
ages to realise or he took a lot of persuading.
Shame she probably won’t ask me to be godmother. That might have got rid of the curse.
Saturday 8 February 2014
2nd March 1940
The three of us have been
sat round the kitchen table for most of the night with Edie and this big old
book of hers. Not a printed book like I
imagined, but a lot of hand written notes in a tiny scrawly hand. Now I see why it took her so long to find
something in it, there’s no index! But
the conclusion that we reached is not a good one. It seems that if I really have been cursed
then the only thing I can do to shake it off is to have a baby – create a new
life. But as I said to Edie, how can I
if they keep ending up in hospital or under cars? Mrs F suggested that I hang around with a few
servicemen but I’m not doing that! Mum
and Dad would disown me! So that’s that
then. We discussed John for some time
and decided that he was an accident waiting to happen anyway. But I have decided on no more dates for the
present. Perhaps I need to sneak up on
someone gradually. Joan tells me not to
be so daft and its all a heap of claptrap anyway. Just coincidence.
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Left the Building
It wasn’t so long ago that if you worked in a betting shop,
you finished early in the winter. This
was before the betting shop owners got too greedy, and the punters got too
desperate. Now it’s a 12 hour day free
for all, with all lights flashing and an opportunity to bet on anything that
can move.
For those that work behind the counter, the headaches have
multiplied in response to this cacophony.
But even in the days of closing half an hour after the last horse race,
there were moments of frustration.
Pauline was having one of those moments one day towards the close of the
1980s; in fact, she was having one of those decades. The television screens showed the horses
lining up at the start of the final race for the day. Just three punters remained in the shop, each
with a betting slip in their hand, ready to will on their chosen horse. One till had been cashed up and Pauline had
begun to empty the coin tray of the second.
She had a nice neat stack of ten pence pieces which represented one
pound, and was working on another when the door bounced open. Blown in by the winter gusts was a familiar
Welsh rugby shirt, personed by a wild-eyed, red cheeked whirlwind. Pauline knocked her ten pence stack across the
pile of off-slip pads. She looked over
at the manager for support. He put his
red settling pen down, stood up and stretched to his full height. “Now then, Ivan. I hope you’re not after a bet on this race. They’ll be off in a minute.”
“Oh, but I know what I want to back. Let me see now.” He began to pull a tangle of paper out of his
jeans pocket. Some pieces were betting
slips, covered in his vague scrawl.
Others were ten and twenty pound notes, shoved in with little regard for
its value. “I got it all written out
ready.”
Pauline rolled her eyes and put her hands on her substantial
hips. The horses were getting ready for
the off. She took the final off-slip of
the day and waved it in front of his face.
“They’re going, Ivan. It’s only
furlongs, not miles.”
“Bessie’s Boy!
Bessie’s Boy! Here’s a
twenty! Go on, put it me on!”
Pauline glanced at the manager, who was writing the bet out
for him. Soft. Too young for the job.
“Paying tax, Ivan?”
“Not until I win.”
The bet was written, rung through and the off-slip passed
through the camera within seconds. Ivan
took himself off to the front of the small group watching the screen, furtively
donning a pair of wonky spectacles.
Pauline sighed heavily as she resumed counting the ten pence coins.
“It’s got to stop, that.
He does it at least twice a week and it’s no good for my nerves. He shouldn’t be leaving it that late.”
“I know duck, but he spends a lot of money. He’s good for my figures. Do you want to go and mash and I’ll watch the
counter?”
“Go on then, we’ll have a quick brew before we go. I’ll go out and sweep up while the kettle
boils.” Pauline set the kettle going and
went out into the shop with a battered grey long handled brush and
dustpan. She picked up a few tab ends
and scrunched up slips, moving methodically around the punters. None of them acknowledged her existence. Suddenly, Ivan took a step back and threw his
fist into the air. “Come on Bessie’s
Boy! Come on Bess!” he yelled out with the
lung strength of a stallion. Pauline
just happened to be sweeping around his feet at that moment, and her toes, clad
in open sandals, took the brunt of his size 9s.
“Hooligan!” She
bellowed in his ear, dropping the dustpan and brush and hopping around in a
small circle. This small demonstration
of agony went ignored by the culprit, who was by now scuppering any chance of
anyone being able to hear the race commentary.
When it came to a close, there was no doubting that Ivan’s horse had
won. The other punters drifted away
towards the door, one of them dropping his crumpled up losing slip onto the
floor. Pauline limped back to the
counter and tipped her dustpan into the bin, before dedicating herself to
making tea. The manager paid Ivan out
while she seethed and stirred the sugar in with equal vigour. When she heard the jangle of keys locking the
door, she deigned to come out of the kitchenette and finish cashing up.
28th February 1940
My date, John is
dead!!! It was in yesterday’s
paper. I can’t believe it. I hardly slept at all last night for thinking
about him. It seems that after he left
me he went for more drinks at the Prince of Wales, then got knocked down by a
car on his way back to camp. It’s the
blackout, it happens a lot. But still.
Edie Bagshaw is coming
round with her book on Saturday and not before time.
Wednesday 5 February 2014
25th February 1940
I went to the pictures with John. We saw a daft American film, one of those
where they keep breaking into song and dance.
Not very realistic. And its
alright for that lot, having a good time while we’re at war. John behaved himself in the pictures but
while walking me home he took advantage of the black out. He tasted like old beer. I’ve said I’ll see him again when he gets off
the camp next week. I felt like I should
say that after letting him take advantage, it would seem a bit loose to only let
him do it once. Mrs F is at Edie
Bagshaw’s as I write. I wonder if she’s
found anything out?
Monday 3 February 2014
24th February 1940
Actually got out to a dance last
night. There was quite a big group of
airmen in and I spent quite a lot of the evening dancing with one called
John. He’s from Birmingham and he has a
very funny accent. He just made me
giggle all the time. I think he’d had
quite a lot to drink but I suppose its scary being in planes. I have agreed to go to the pictures with him
tomorrow.
Saturday 1 February 2014
17th February 1940
At last some sign of
spring. The snow has been so tedious its
been all knit, radio and discussions and Mrs F’s chances with neighbour
Bill. She says her hair needs doing
again and will remind Edie to look through her grandmother’s books.
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